the bigger picture.

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i just sit and think about my own life for hours. what might or might not happen. will this hour of fun mess with my bigger picture? But most of the time i do alot of after math. "WOW i didnt just do that..." "that was so stupid" I feel like im not living my life at 15. that im wraped up in somekind of bubble. i can move from on place to another, people can hear me. but im still lacking something. i cant pop it, im just stuck drifting day to day. after highschool, collage, my first "real" job, finding the man of my life, getting maried, haveing kids, grandkids, death. it sounds so fast when i think about it like that. i dont want to forget all of the memories of higschool. and yet all of my new memories have to go somewhere. why must life be so complicated? each person each has a puzzle they are trying to put together peice by peice, and each puzzle has a small diffrence from the last puzzle. everyone of us trying to find that last peice, to see the big picture in the end...

Finals,Boys,Musical,Gluten & Talent Show

FINALS~
are OVER! wow im soo happy shoot SO much has gone down this week!
bouth with finals and not with finals.
first i hate alg2 stupid teacher...ghhh i just hate her
BOYS~
wow there was SO much boy drama! shoot!
i thought i liked this guy alot.
but oh wait he madeout w my bff this weekend
so thats dead.
then i was starting to like this other guy
up until he asked me if my friend liked him.
WTF. ask her your self!!!
oh yeah my good guyfriend that i was really getting to know.
told me him and our other friend are like "dateing"
boys= sucky
MUSICAL~
so if you didnt know im in GREASE
woot woot!
there are SO many songs i have to be able to
sing to and dance to.
while still keeping up with school work and softball!
jeez im looking forward to it.
but im also nervous at the same time! blahh.
GLUTEN FREE~
this was my first week w no gluten or dary.
its kinda sucked....
man two months thats A FREEKN LONG TIME!
TALENT SHOW~
my weekend is going to be so busy!
im going to be doing the talent show this year w my bff.
and try outs are monday.
we picked our song yesterday
and are going to learn it tomorrow.
we really have to pull this one out of our butts this weekend to work...
gahhh

my programming

Kristy Gail is my name

im a sophmore in highschool

and i have been in this world for 15 years now.

so most adults tell me

"you are in highschool, you cant have that many problems"
which pisses me off
i mean HOW WOULD THEY KNOW

its 2010!

everyday at least two one the following happen to me

bestfriend drama

girl drama

boy drama

fights

i have to go to work

getting yelled at

i have to take a test

or put someone back togther (emotionaly).

so sit back

and enjoy your backstage pass

into the life of a 15 year old girl.

all of the actions, words, and thoughts.