my longest blog to date....

oh no!

its been awhile...since i have posted a blog!

im sorry! i know you miss me;]

well this weekend was kinda the best thing ever.

well lets take things back to eariler lets say tue

as you know talent show was friday.

and on tue we had a rehersal.

i got super stressed out

me and jackie got into this BIG fight...

we almost threw down.

it was horrible

we didnt talk for two days

then on friday we kinds-ish made up at lunch

enuff to get threw talent show

but once we were behind the stage

we knew we needed eachother

out friendship kinda just kicked in

we were so nervous....

and then it was our turn

we got on stage

we were both replaying our part of the song over and over

in our heads

some moment with in the song my heel got stuck
on the chair i was sitting on

fml

i was trying to get it off with out anybody seeing

and with out falling off the stool

it was a big pain

i know i looked like a wiggling worm

and when the song ended

we were so happy i didnt mess up

she didnt mess up

we were pretty happy with ourselfs

the other group singers were supper good!

so when the whole thing was over

we got on stage to get our awards and take our bows

after 3rd and 2nd place were given

me and jackie kinda squeezed eachothers hands

knowing that "hey! we had pic for memories and we did a good job, it okay we didnt place"

then they said jackies name!

and then my name!

it was trippy!

like one of thoes lame disney movies

we NEVER thought we would win.

i mean we werent even talking yesterday...

i went home with the biggest smile.

the next day was kailis long put off party.

i woke up that morning and it was raining...

what did that mean?

NO SOFTBALL GAMES!

aw :D too bad

so i take my shower thow on some random clothes

and head to kailis house

so i could help set up and stuff

meanwhile it is raining off and on

kinda crappy.

as soon as i get there everyone is cooking

trying to rain proof things

and set up places to dace.

a few of the girls show up and we get this plan

to have my number outside

and you can only come in if you say the password!

so by the end of the night i had 16

random peoples phone numbers.

but the party was super fun!

everyone dressed up 20's like

we had some jazz music playing!

hot coco, dance area, chairs, nd games!

so now for the meeting new people thing...

like most partys there are thoes mini groups

the "us" and "them"

(just note: we were the kool kids ;] )

there were only two on my bad side

some girl thant kicked me...

and beenie boy....

i took lots of pic :]

in black and white.

it was pretty cool to meet kailis friends

and reconnect to ones i havent seen in ahile.

everyone lift at about 1230

and we cleaned till 1

and opend kailis gifts at 115

went to sleep at 140

it was a full day.

woke up that next morning

to realize i didnt bring clothes...

so i went to church in my pjs.

fail

then had to be dropped off at home to change b4 work

i tried to get pic up from the party but my computer would lie to me

so i gave up and just headed off to work

i got jackie to work w me:]

so it wouldnt be 7 hours of death

instead of saving a few fish from the icky pond

we killed them :[

it was dramatic

but then my friend matt stopped in the shop

we played with the jelly balls

and talked about weird names

(ex:lemon jello nd crystal ball)

i laughed alot

nd had a super fun time.

after he left

i had subway!

thanks jackie and kyle

i had to stop by west to get my school stuff.

it was kinda creepy

*mental note* going to school in the dark is a bad idea...

got home started to relax

then

i remebered that i have to make a cake for tomorrow.

so that just got out of the oven

and its now 10:27

and im supppppper tired.

oly moly i typed alot :0

well hey

it was a pretty awesome week!

:D

can you say stressed? (edited by onegeek)

this week has gone by SOOO fast.

Friday~

woke up at 6:00

because i had to take a math test zero period

but as soon as i got there

my teacher said she for got about the

cultural awareness assembly

....

i was getting alot of compliments on my outfit tho

so it made things better.

i went to the assembly first period it was pretty good!

next year im GOING to be in the mexican part!!!

we had lisa in 3rd! wooo HAIR!

my 4th period teacher let me take pic w some girls on a table :O

i took alot of pictures with my girls at lunch :]

after school i had softball

then ran to grease at 3:30

where we were going to be taking cast photos

after the picture i put on my spongebob boxers and tye-dye shirt

nd we went to the pavilion :]

to dance on the stage :DDDD

came home and crashed!

sat~

today im going to be haveing a girlsday!

jackie is comming over to put some thing

together for talent show

oh boy thats next week...

crap. crap. crap.

alot of people know...

im so afraid.

shit.

later tonight im going to see valentines day!

it looks so super cute!

sunday~

i have church

man i miss my friends from there

i never see them anymore because of

grease and softball

then im woking

till like 7

then ill have to come home and do my hw.

then it will be time to go to bed

and start the week over again!

thoes low key hot guys

BOYS

they are on out minds about 85% of the time.

(the other 15% is what we look like, what are future will be like, and our phones)

we always expect the hot guys to hang out with more hot guys

but sometimes its not like that

there is always that ONE boy

that you see and wonder who he is.

and why you havent noticed him before.

so then you start to think about where he hangs out

the jocks?

the guys who still talk about yugioh?

the ones who sit with only other girls?

the one who spend their lunches in the library?

or the one who stay in some teachers room?

nope...

he doesnt fit in to any of thoes.

and it turns out he sit right across from you.

but you have looked over him EVERYDAY

up intill this point that is.

now its the moment of truth will you go talk to him?

or just sit and wonder what if?

???

12:47 in the morning.

-

My mind is raceing. its hard for me to even think about sleeping. yesterday i had softball for two hours, then had to book it to grease pratice which i had for 3, then me and kelsey power walked down to my house to take showers and put on our dresses for jackies 16th birthday party. i almost started crying at her party when writeing memories of us together. i danced the whole night away with my old friends and new friends! it was the best thing ever! got home at about 12. got off the computer about one. couldnt sleep and was up till 4am. today i woke up sore as hell at about 10 am! it was a massive shopping day. i got three pairs of shoes, two shirts, make up, softball pants, and a phone charm. :D we went to seven diffrent stores. in torrance, LA, hawthorne, and someother small city. got home about 8. talked to my friends either over text or fb chat. tomorrow is valentines day. this year should be different... im working. so im getting up at 7:30 to go get ready and get pick up jackie. leave at 11 to go to church. go back to work 12:30.

be super happy and jolly. try to get people in and out of the shop as fast as possible. with out cutting my finger off. (i enjoy all ten) after work jacie and i are planning to go see valentines day :] we better get in! haha then sleepover at my house to work on talent show stuff...which is now in two weeks! [btw: i dont think i said this, but yeah! we made it] im sooo nervous! hopefully sleep in. monday morning! OH PLEASE PLEASE let me be able to sleep in on monday. then at two go to softball tryouts. (again) and then chill with kimmy afterwards. WAMM thats a pretty freakn full weekend! happy valentines day everyone! :{] muahh!!!

my friend...

reading your blog entry made me really upset...

which is really crappy

since you always can put a smile on my face.

so let me tell you some things.

you are the freakn awesomest freshie i know.

everyone loves you.

ur SUCH a good guy

in a way u have a possy ( stalkers girls)

you are in grease!

drama 3

you have a sweeeet phone! everyone who sees it is in freakn awe!

you make me laugh out loud like EVERYTIME we chill

after i get paid, we are going to get food!

and hey ill let you get a combo ;]

LARGE DRINK AND EVERYTHING!

you are my best guy friend

you always have my backa

and look who isnt single on vday..

YOU!

well i hope my post made you smile at least once!

muahh

i lovee you

and hope tomorrow you day goes better!!!

XOXOXO

BTW did i menchion u were right about that DICK...

cuz u were...

i know u like to hear u were right about that

lol!

MUAHAHAHAHA

I hacked your BLOGGER! Who is this? You will never know, actually you will. I'll tell you, I never thought I had it right though.

three day weekend

my last post didnt make me happy.

so woot! you get to hear from me twice in one day!

luckky you!

oooh! i didnt tell you about my weekend!

it was pretty freakn crazy.

and keep in mind that this all happend in 3days time

so i was going to visit family in SLO

(san louis obispo)

we drove for 4 freakn hours...

THANKYOU ipod! with out you i might have killed myself.

i tried to reconect with this guy on sat. night everything was going great

....so i thought.

sunday morning aka SUPER BOWL SUNDAY

went to this BIZZZAR chuch

that had come crazy white lady runnning thew the isles

and this one pretty hawt guy.

;]

went back to the house we were staying at

and guess what!?

they are having a superbowl party!

yay... i freakn hate football.

i bunch of meat head boys crowded around

a small tv

screaming and eating hot dogs.

just how i want to spend my sunday

yeah, right.

later that night

i find out that guy i reconected with

is a BIG FAT LIAR

i was so shocked.

he lied to me

lied to my friend

and if i didnt ketch him

he would have STILL been lieing to me.

what a bullshitter.

blahhh i was an angry child.

i jump in bed and pass'd out.

monday i get to go to breakfast.

i had pancakes

hot choclate

oh yeah, and found out about

someone in my family who went to jail....

WOW way to hold out on me.

pissed at life all i want to do is go home!

its 11am

ill be home by 3pm.

pfft...

we WOULD have been home at three.

if we didnt stop every fice seconds

to take pictures

or go to ostrichland...

WTF!!! OSTRICHLAND!!!

who even knew that was real..........

i get home at about 8

freakn 9 hour car ride!

just intime to find out.

i cause all this drama with my bestfriend

and her love intrest.

what a great friend i am.

AND THAT WAS MY THREE DAY WEEKEND

BTW: side note geekazoid...who are you?

it would kind of make me happy if u lived in canada

:D

use that stick!

body odder?
okay so flat out everyone has it… but then again everyone knows the way to fix it!
… its really very simple males use deodorant
females use deodorant and perfume
do yourself and everyone around you a favor and slap some on :]
oh here look! if you don’t think that’s easy here it is step by step 
1. pick up the deodorant
2. pop off the cap
3. lift up one arm
4. spread a THICK coat in ur pit
5. switch arms and repeat
6. put cap back on
7. put down stick
8. BAMB smell free
so if you see that people are; holding their nose, breathing threw their mouths, running in the opposite direction.
try those simple step it WILL help

oh man.

today could have gone two ways.
pretty much here is a break down for ya,
while getting ready this morning...my hair gets stuck in the blowdryer.
i thought i was going to have to wear a for beanie at LEAST two months.
long story short this guy is a dbag.
i was so epic'ly sucking in softball
and coach was yelling at me (hate her)
then i got to go to work! yay...
which is decked out in vday stuff right now...(just what i need)
but then one of my best friends had a great plan.
forget EVERYTHING that has happend today,
enjoy what you have left.
so i let her do my makeup
put on my "little black dress"
Ate some amazing In&out (thanks K)
when to MP like i was on top of the world.
too bad when i got there things went down hill again.
so seeing the dbag, made me sick
things could have been solved SO easy...
*show starts*
second to last row.
TOP left corner seat.
shit.
i have to sit in the hall
i might puke all over everyone cuz of the hight.
sitting there "woh is me."
my friend came out,
we talked, laughed, walked, primped, it was allota fun.
*intermission*
my other guy friend comes out.
we go to get "tacos"
which ended up being closed
so we just bought junkfood instead.
she used her "powers" to get a sprite after hours ;]
we danced in the lobby.
MP her self! ran right by us!
ALMOST ran threw the fountain!
had my shoes off and everything , stupid security man ;]
super fun times.
even tho all that CRAP
happend this morning.
i eneded up loving today <3

Monday:]

So some people say my blog is too dark? lol I don’t think it is its just kinda the truth you know? Well for those people! I love bunnies! I had the best weekend ever! I love bunnies! pink and green are my favorite colors! I love bunnies! the sun makes me smile! I love bunnies bunnies! I have the BEST FRIENDS EVER! and guess what I LOVE THOES BUNNIES!!!! <3
:D
but really… Monday wasn’t too bad. I made my friend grant THE BEST smiley face cake ever!!! tried out for talent show ( even tho we bombed we still had a lot of fun! ) and learned the first part of a grease dance! teehee my partner is SUPER awesome! and cant wait to TRY ON THE OUTFITS! blah kinda have alotta homework to do. but ill get it done :] after rehearsal I thought my ipod was stolen…I was SO pissed! I was about to cry when I dropped my boots on the floor to check my purse for the last time and guess what? it fell out of my left boot! oops >< my bad.
got to love Mondays