6am

good morning all:)

wish me luck....

im going to need it

6 hours on a plane with hunter

if i don't get enough time to buy a starbucks b4 hand

i might go crazy.

oh LAX how i hope everything goes well

Alabama check list!

im going to be there for two weeks and a couple days.

so i have to make the most of what i take with me.

i have to fit EVERYTHING into

ONLY TWO suitcases!!!!

oh my!

well hummmmm lets see what i need to take.....

bathing suits(4)

socks(3)

flip flops(4)

style shoes(4)

leggings(5)

shorts(7)

skirts(5)

tanks(4)

tea shirts(5)

nice shirts(4)

light jacket(1)

dresses(4)

pj bottoms(6)

pj tops(6)

purses(5-as many more i can get to fit)

jewelry[rings nd bracelets](3)

alright im all packed and ready to go :)

now to just get there!!!!

3 more days

Mr. Yearbook

they come out at the end of every year.

they hold hundreds of pictures,

thousands of words,

and a whole bunch of memories.

you go around asking everyone you see to sign your yearbook.

and when you start to sign peoples yearbooks you put together your favorite memory,

thought, or joke. wish them a great summer.

and that you want a class with them the following year.

you might not totally like that person,

but you put all of that aside and put on a big smile when they ask you to

"please sign my yearbook"

you go through the last week of school

asking to borrow pens because you have nothing to sign with

or maybe your hand starts cramping up,

just because you really like that person and feel the need to wright a little extra.

then on that last day of school

you go home and open up the yearbook.

and see all of the friends you have made this year

al of their sweet and funny notes to you.

and you find yourself smiling at a piece of paper.

its one of the best feelings

:)

yeahhh yearbooks.

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six days!

Next week i'm headed to alabama, florence alabama. :D i love it there. it has everything california doesn't. i cant wait to get there and just take it all in. its what i've been waiting for all year. i love the fresh air. i love being able to see my family. i love knowing that everyone knows everyone. my parents leave friday night and hunter and i leave saturday morning. we are staying for another week and a half longer then my mom nd dad . i want to just get there already. i mean don't get me wrong i love my friends and people here. but i lovvvvve it there. the countdown starts six days baby! >

oh oh oh friday nights

friday night~

and all the best friends are going out together

meet at my house and were off to the mall

toy story three baby!

grab a starbucks

and head over to the amc

we check out the movie times

oh bummer!!

we realize that we cant see a movie there

the only showtime not sold out gets out after curfew

so we go and get lunch.

everyone can get what they want at the food court.

:)

after food

we decide to go check out the galleria

but on the way there

matt offers to let us watch a movie over at his house

so off we go.

then Matt gets the great idea

to stop at big 5 and check out knifes

for andrews birthday

we look at everything from

boxing gloves to water balloons to darts.

kayla andrew matt and i

stopped off at a rite-aid

and bought two leaders of root beer.

set up a table

cups

and 4 pingpong balls

if you cant tell what this is...

haha your missing out

of course play the "good" way kiddies

andrew kayla and myself had never played b4

and may i say for never playing b4 i was kicking ass

we had three games in total.

they were really fun.

blasting music.

trying to make the other team lose

by yelling out random things

and

making weird hand movements

the best game was the girls vs. boys

the boys won,

but

we held our own.

Matt set up a nice little fire pit

and we went out to his grass area

we sat, talked, and laughed

andrew thought he was a super hero that could blast fire from his hands

:P

and we ordered a pizza

jakcie just HAD to have her hawaiin pizza.

but soon it was time for me to get home.

on the way we played yellow light

it was suuuuper fun!

kayla wasn't too good at it tho.

she had to take off her shoes and socks

oh dang that bad girl!

**********

i would spend every friday night like that if i could.

it was so much fun

i love my triple date group

they are the best

its coming to an end

my sophomore year of high school has been filled with so many different things. so many new experiences.

• i became closer to lost friends.
• i was asked to my first high school dance.
• found a new place to sit and eat lunch with my girlfriends.
• had an AMAZING year in pp.
• met so many wonderful new people.
• went to some of the best birthday parties ever.
• got my first job.
• had a new coach in softball.
• learned how to "dance".
• i was in my first musical!
• i got an itouch! a legit camera.
• have taken hundreds of pictures.
• had a kick ass sweet sixteen.
• when to my first prom.
• had/and still having my longest relationship.
• gotten a grade changed.
• had the highest batting average in season.
• helped with comedysportz games.
• bought my first laptop.won talent show.
• pulled alot of pranks.
• and started all but two games in softball this year:D

i had alot of fun times this year. all of which will hold a place in my heart as part of my high school experience. i can look back on this year with a smile.

"ill write sincerely yours and sign my name. p.s. i love you forever and today~"

:O

lol so Brian....

is Awesome!

enough said :)

just once

i guess hoping you would keep your word was to much to ask for.

it always seems to be the case.

dont tell me your going to be there for me

if your never going to show up

you have done this to me too many times.

i understand when you cant be there.

but when you give me a shit reason.

like ~

sorry i missed you sing, i wanted to go out side and smoke.

(you could fight your need for 5 more mins)

sorry i didn't think you would win anyway, so i just went home.

(well, we did win)

sorry i couldn't make it to your softball game i needed a nap

(your home for 4 hours b4 my game even starts)

sorry i didn't go there were just too many people there

(wanna know why? its everyone else's parents!)

sorry i didn't know that was tonight

(where were you?sitting at home watching t.v. perfect)

~i get upset.

i want things to be different with us.

but they never will be and it's honestly the most crappy feeling.

full circle

being born. living. death.

from the very moment you take your first gasp of air, you are slowly dying.

you can never get back yesterday.

if you dont live every moment for all its worth then whats the point?

getting older is a mind trip. seeing yourself grow up.

seeing what paths your best friends are taking.

some good most bad.

you start to wonder how your life is going to turn out.

no one knows what tomorrow holds.

everyday people are getting in car crashes, losing their house, forgetting something important at home, getting locked out of their cars, getting a cold.

but for every bad thing there are just as many if not more good things.

getting their license, buying their first house, finding something they lost, buying their first car, over coming cancer!

life is honestly what you make it.

dont let it pass you by.

you only get one chance.

So laugh with all of your friends.

go to that family party.

get out and spend time with your siblings.

cook a meal for your family.

dont think about it, do it.

~enjoy what was given to you as a gift. life.

mac'n it up

i finally got the money

waited 7 days

opened the box

hooked it up

and now

its here

my new

MAC BOOK PRO

wooo

so what does that mean?

more blogging!

video chats!

youtube videos!

oh dang!!!

~~~~~~~~~~

i have to thank Matt

for really showing me

that macs were the way to go

:)

sweet 16

it happend

im now 16

it feels like its taken forever toget here

i mean i was planning my virthday pa

rty

7months in advance

all drama aside

it was EVERYTHING i could have dreamed about

i had the best time

i had my big poofy dress

my pink and green everything

a big yummy cake

a dj

120 of my friends and family

dancing

a candy bar

smiles

laughs

&

memories!

it just didnt happen that way tho

there were alot of scary trips to downtown LA

alot of stressful freakouts

and

one sad annoying girl

who seems to forget what the meaning of

a friend is.

who i had to uninvite.

because it was my birthday and

personaly i didnt want her

damatic ass there.

haha and as it turned out

no one missed her anyways:)

Ny ways

the party was great

and i wouldnt have changed anything about it

:)))

thankyou to everyone who made it that way

XOXO