just once

i guess hoping you would keep your word was to much to ask for.

it always seems to be the case.

dont tell me your going to be there for me

if your never going to show up

you have done this to me too many times.

i understand when you cant be there.

but when you give me a shit reason.

like ~

sorry i missed you sing, i wanted to go out side and smoke.

(you could fight your need for 5 more mins)

sorry i didn't think you would win anyway, so i just went home.

(well, we did win)

sorry i couldn't make it to your softball game i needed a nap

(your home for 4 hours b4 my game even starts)

sorry i didn't go there were just too many people there

(wanna know why? its everyone else's parents!)

sorry i didn't know that was tonight

(where were you?sitting at home watching t.v. perfect)

~i get upset.

i want things to be different with us.

but they never will be and it's honestly the most crappy feeling.