
just sitting here...
my back up against the brick wall. the sun laying a coat of warmth along every inch of showing skin, the vast crystal blue waterless ocean above me, and the slightly prickly forest green grass beneath me. i want to keep memories like these in my heart until the day i say goodbye to my last goodnight. the simple things, i never want to let slip away. when in earth shattering reality the odds are so unlikely. instead of all of the glorious, happy, life turning, remarkable moments i will remember the horrible, deadly, dark, and dingy ones. its a sad fact of life. no matter how many incredible things happen to you in a day, it only takes one bad thing to ruin it , so that all the good things that previously happened dont matter anymore. why is that? why is it i remember a fight i had with an ex friend/boyfriend/or family member more then i remember all of the loving memories we shared at one point? why is it you remember the tragic things that happen in the news everyday but let the over all inspiring ones drift out of state and out of mind? just a few questions i always wonder, yet will never have a complete answer of.
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